Guys my health is terrible

I have to admit it's my fault, I drink and smoke to much and wonder why I feel like Hell!
I have some problems from vietnam war, they call it flash backs and see I'm having a hard time remembering the other far more important illness.
I sleep allot and I'm just plain sick I'm sure the booze is part to blame, but I just can't help myself you see the flash backs and anything to forget .
I was exposed to Agent Orange which I'm told is mostly likely to blame for allot of it.
I'll think of the other illness they told me the important one and post it when I'm in better shape, right now I've had a few too many!
Gene